Anxiety and Goals: Why I Hate Them Both

Anxiety is real and it is aggressive. It can be never ending and it is hard to control. The other shitty thing about anxiety is that the fears are COMPLETELY PERSONAL, for me at least. Other people rarely have expectations of me that I cannot meet. But my biggest triggers for anxiety are goals and … Continue reading Anxiety and Goals: Why I Hate Them Both

What you don’t know…

Could fill a book? Won't hurt you? I don't know about that, but we all have somethings we need to learn. I am an avid learner and researcher. I can't tell you how many times I google things during the day. And it shocks me that other people are cool being ignorant to information. No … Continue reading What you don’t know…

Journal: Who’s Scared Now?

I FINALLY started writing a new character. When I was writing short stories, I wrote new characters all the time. It was no problem at all, but I had such a hard time writing my sequel that I literally wrote only one character for 5 years. Now I am facing off with a strong, black … Continue reading Journal: Who’s Scared Now?

34 years old and counting

Today is my birthday. I'm excited. Really. lol. My birthday is part of the reason I am relaxing more about goals and perfectionism. It's also why I need to relax more. When I turned 29, I literally freaked out. I had (have) no real retirement, nothing to my name and no plan for making sure … Continue reading 34 years old and counting

Kill them all…

Haven't posted since 2015. Sorry bout that. I've literally been doing sooooo much. Moved back to California in April of that year. Worked a "demanding" 9-5 where I quickly gained 2 promotions. (When I wrote MT1, I worked from home...) Opened a budding Jewelry business. Started a Master's degree in Communications. Started a new relationship. … Continue reading Kill them all…